well anyways! i’m moving to another blog completely, and im probably not going to check this tumblr anymore (or much at least). my new tumblr is @blackpeachez (positivity recovery blog) so that is where you will findme
Anonymous asked:
Can I just say that you're an amazing human being. You have a great sense of fashion. My world would be way different without you. Thank you
answered:
you are an amazing person. my world is so different without you in it anymore. i haven’t stopped thinking abt u, the days we WOULD spend together, watching bnstw , black mirror lol, idk what else. you probably have forgotten abt me, im stuck still. looking at this msg you sent me hurts my heart, my cheeks burn, my heart beat. god am i mess. thank you for even being in my life. you really mean the world to me to this day. I wish i hadn’t said goodbye to you , you were truly special. i wasn’t ready to say goodbye n it be my last goodbye to you. I kept this msg after all that time. i miss u. miss ur smile. ur laugh. ur eyes. ur humor. ur face. ur delicateness.
Anonymous asked:
Hey idk you but I see you struggling... honey you’ll make it. Trust me there’s a light you might not yet see but it will shine for you. Depression is an ugly bastard but I swear you can and will beat it. Take your time
answered:
honestly this is so sweet. I just barely saw this! thank you so much. It means so much to me you reached out to me.
i would like to cry.. n then die.. also be high af. that’d be great right abt now. i’m so tired of living. well survivng isn’t rly living. i might die by the end of this year or hopefully sooner than that. maybe i will sleep an eternity. i just don’t see myself living to my 21st birthday. i don’t even see myself living until 80something happily married, a growing family, a happy life. one where i’m like at the end of it all “so glad i went through this, bc it made me into the strongest person i can possibly be” no. this trauma is eating me from the inside out. i feel no hope. i feel no happiness. i feel dead. and would like to just end it forever.
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ARTIST | Lana Del Rey |
TRACK | Off To The Races |
ALBUM | Born To Die (Standard Version) [Explicit] |
PLAYS | 321880 |
i literally am disgusted to realize every relationship w a boy i’ve had has been pure abuse:)))))
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how the fuck do people just… make friends? you talk to people and they actually LIKE you and want to be around you?? what a fuckin concept
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